Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, July 23, 2006
10:40:00 pm
i hate being sick..
a sickly weekend..
but a time for me to relax
weekend fun ruin
Devil vs Angel *
Thursday, July 20, 2006
9:59:00 pm
a bad day
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
9:32:00 pm
todae i did a terrible thing in front of my student..argh...
my typing skills been cranky lately..every word got mistake..wonder why..seems like every word nits to be edit aft finish typing..
todae sociology test was alright though just like wat i expect..difficult..i mixed up all my conlict and funtionlist concept..nvm..its over..more tests to come..i nit to catch up on alot of things..alot of new topics i dun understand a single ting..
tmr mct anoda project..so far got 3 projects waiting to be complete..nt bad working with yong chye but seems like i very demanding..hope we can finish fast..mct left programming..the major part,sociology left powerpoint and oral presentation..muz jia you le!!
You oso muz jia you!! dun ever give up,dun worry abt the results..juz do ur best!
cant wait for this weekend!!!
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
11:26:00 pm
Sometimes i wonder wat is my mission in life? wat i suppose to do? wat if i die, wat will happen?
my poor little bro having big red patches on his body..pity him..make him cant slp well and feel so uncomfortable..compared to him, somehow my childhood life might be better den him..sigh..the world is changing..
i miss him.wonder how's he is feeling and wat he is doing now..i dun dare to msg or call him..i feel so useless again..hope he get well soon and at the same time gets back on track..feels like half a dae without him and i feel a part missing..i think i too dependable on him.so use to having him ard..sigh..think contact him later..
Tmr got 4 lessons of mct..boring! now nit to complete some Q n A..wonder how ting swee doing? like most of the software thingy he do, program zhi cheng do..im like do nth..even in sociology project..wat i came out wit is puny..nit to try harder..and i muz work harder..exams coming cant slack le..muz start studying..
now watching sassy girl serial show..still waiting for part 2 love magicians..i hope i can manage my time well..and as i study mayb can influence my dar..*i mus be dreaming man*
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, July 10, 2006
9:39:00 pm
Darling very sweet to me on saturdae to celebrate 18 month..wow..time sure pass very fast.cant believe we together for one and a half year le..wonder wat 's in the future. i juz duno wat to do to help..all i can do is to encourage n look aft u while u sick..Get well soon!!!
todae went to meet cher awhile..din do much talking..at the end, she post me with a qns: "angela, do you think you change since u left sec sch?" hmm..think somehow i change alot.duno whether its gd or bad..all towards a certain extend..i onli noe im slacking now..haven been attending lectures for quite some time..i need motivation!! but at the same time i need to motivate my darling too..i miss him..thank you dear for being so nice to me all the time even ur mind is full of results trouble and blah blah blah..
i shop alot recently..juz got some music frm my mum yesterdae..money and work issue..sometime i noe im in the wrong but i juz dun wanna listen and feel that im right, she's at fault..nvm..she cook me a nice meal juz now..forgive her..hehe..she rarely cook for us and she cook well..i muz really learn for her so i can cook for my future husband..cuz i felt tt im such a lousy woman..lolx..
Italy won the world cup..betting stops..late nite with not enuff slp..go work or sch with puffy eyes all end..as i grow older, watch more matches, realise the whole thing is so unfair in some ways..wat if the refree is bad..i tot singapore refree suppose to be gd so where is he in the finals? enuff random tots..i noe nuts abt all this..
work was getting worse, i feel...everyone quite nice to me except me..but it makes a difference..it spoils my mood and i can because of her quit the job..last sun lucky she din come..*phew* though we all very busy but at least i can work peacefully..im willing to rush here and there..with her, im like so pressurised..sigh duno wat's wrong wit me..more over she younger den me..but still my senior..argh...my manager might transfer me to habour front during oct...lalala...far far away from her...but i wonder will i still stay on during my next hols or i found a even better job..i noe i can find but juz tt half of me dun feel like leaving..like for no reason..nvm..aft exams den see how..
my present class seems like alot of silent conflicts..i feel bad for some ppl..cuz i noe how they feel..cuz it happen to me in some way..like wen choosing of partners for lab or projects. it seems like im alone..lucky sometimes hakim partner me..this coming java project..i wonder hu is my partner or shld i do it myself? but i noe there's more problems coming..i drifting awae frm dem..onli spend my thurs break with dem..tutorial oso nv sit with dem..i always late so end up sit thos ppl behind..so i dun like sch..lucky still got my sem 1 frenz...i miss siti and aquilah!! it been ages since we three get together and tok..even to eat..i dun wanna lose this friendship..some times i wonder how my class look at me..i dun care le..half of me wanna graduate fast anoda dunwan cuz i dunwan to enter working world so fast...and i noe i cant get into uni for sure.and i dun have enuff money to go overseas to study..
sigh..life's like that..ups and downs..its time for me to buck up...now attend lecture oso cant catch up..best thing to do is to start studying and faster finish all my projects..off i go...tata!!!