Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Saturday, October 29, 2005
3:03:00 am
Wat's the real me? who i am to people,friends,family and to people ard me? i duno where im heading to and where i stand? sometimes i feel that my life right now is in a mess.i feel so lost at times.wat is my past and my present? i dun even noe wat i want for my future.where im heading to? come on angela, wake up and get lost..
reply to tags:
aquilah: oops..mayb next time or u sms me ya add..got ya no dwn le.keep in touch okie?
Lynnette: thanx gurlie
ben: thanx..u 2
jaslyn: i will..miss ya too
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
10:58:00 pm
im sick!
todae stay at home again but i spent most of my time lazing around and oinking...*snores*
mondae
went to ngee ann poly play badminton but i nv play cuz quite lousy i think. but i feel a nit to exercise..someone complain im fat! hrmph.. met sheena's lao gong, ah chew at sun tec to eat kenny rogers..yummy! love the cheesy macoroni..sheena and ah chew both think that the food not very nice.
tuesdae
went for my dental appointment, was late think the asst nurse was pissed..aniwae i hate goin tot the dental.my teeth hurt so much until i cant reali slp.till now i still 'ouching'..and i chose the wrong colour! stupid dark blue.aft that went to find dear den meet sheena..we tried the durain muchi..hmm..nt bad, juz that the durian inside ok okie..is at taka basement..went to eat pepper lunch aft that, i cant finish it because of my teeth..the staff allowed us to bring in milk tea frm mos burger..pepper lunch always provide good service.*thumbs up* met cher, shop around, i bought a big orange hairband and blue pearl ear studs..(oh man..i lose one stud todae...fault:brenton) go find jason den four of us went NYDC chill out..the good old daes wit stupid lame crappy talks..but tt dae was still quite alright.manage to tok to sheena abt kim..sigh..i got no comments le.and im broke!!! i spent alot on stupid things..eg. bought 6 bucks of gummy sweets wen i cant bite.left nydc at ard 10 plus..cher left ard 9.45.
Thanx dear for sending me home everytime!
hope that i can get well soon..lucky this whole week nt working until the weekends.money time! im super broke..next week i tried to work more.lesser daes.my hols coming to an end.no class gathering.thinking of bbq at east coast at nite when the muslim break their fast. who's willing to plan wit me?
sigh..im cant donate blood.stupid heart.why sometimes i cant do this cant do that...urgh..
reply to tags:
lynnette: thanx..im okie onli.sometimes being urself is nt enuff..and human are changing every min/sec..and ur cute..
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, October 17, 2005
3:21:00 am
todae money nt easy to earn..dinner so busy..2:3..jason and me so tired man..whole dae so busy..alot of old channel 8 actors and some old singers..oh man..din noe they so mad and drank so much..reasons why i love serving banquet and dunwan to change job: 1.very flexible 2.pay nt bad 3.recieve pay on the dae u work 4.meeting all sorts of ppl and experience different things (fun)...
now is 3.05... Happy birthday Emilyn!
todae din eat much of the 9 course meal..hehez..but ate lots of chocolates..yummy!!! brought desiree and livia in..hope they will like the job..but they wun work long..going to indo..
this morning tok to my sis, she as usual bragging about her frenz and how fortunate she is and blah blah blah..she said she loves her social life..wat abt me? hmm..i began to ponder on tt qns..think sometimes i work too much or spending too much time on certain things tt i dun even noe..i sort of neglect my family..lucky this coming week i will be home often..hope so... *roll eyes*
had some thots over the weekends..about how some ppl are so strong that at times i admire dem..i mean emotionally..bqt at times is a little complicated inside but i did learn a little life experience inside..juz like in GM..i love my secondary sch! my best years where i learn so many things frm frenz and teachers..sometimes i wish i am a girl hu everyone will agree that im a nice gal..i feel that i try too hard at times..now i duno wat have becomes of me..i onli do wat i wan to do..sometimes dun care wat ppl think.i felt that i overlook alot of things at times therefore i make alot of mistakes.but at times i juz wan ppl to appreciate wat im trying to do though im still wrong..aiya...nth is perfect in this world...
im toking craps again..*yawn* gonna turn in le...oh ya..brenton bought two tortise bt i will scream wenever it come near me or they sue it to scare me..oh man..sis called me coward..lolz...think so..
Devil vs Angel *
Friday, October 14, 2005
7:25:00 pm
guess i juz play along wit it.read elena's blog..i suppose to write out 5 quirky habits that nobody knows about myself and ask anoda 5 people to do the same thing in theirs blog..
hmm..this is kinda hard *bleah*
1.i like to take pictures of myself even wen i juz woke up..hehe
2.i like to walk around the hse wen im bored and on the fone..
3.i like to stare at the mirror wen im bored too=)
4.i like to stare and observe people and start thinking mayb why im so easily influence.
5.i like to think of many ways to make homemade things but never reali put it into action..and i love origami!
okie time to pass on to 5 other ppl!
yee.lynnette.aquilah.janice.jessica...
have fun!!!
Devil vs Angel *
its been a month since i updated my blog..anywae i dun think updating will be any use..todae im off and im so bored though is onli a dae at home.but its okie.can pei my family.learned how to cook a dish..haha..nit to learn cooking le..if not...my life nothing special..all i do is shop and work..ermz..actually i work alot.jason is back yesterdae!
actually suppose to go to see jas perform bt elena din see the date properly.suppose to surprise her..hehe..miss her man..
11th october 2005
on elena's birthdae, cher and me like some auntie marketing in bedok central to get food..like got alot of junks bt we both like spend alot..aniwae i hope she enjoy herself tt dae.went to her hse eat,watched finding nemo and play some board games..wahaha..and finally camera time!!! shall wait for her to send me the pic so i post it up next time...so sad jas was sick therfore cant make it.and chee kian was ther too..=)went to darling's hse..manage to tok to his mummy..starting kinda awkward..hope she dun have bad impression of me..*cross fingers*
30th sept-1st oct dancethon
tt camp did change my attitude towards dancing..i dun even feel like turning up for the last lesson..shall nt say much..aniwae i did have fun.first dae ALP (adventure learning program) was great.those low elements games like trust 4, balancing thingy and more..the onli high element is flying fox..*whee* at nite we watched 'you got served' and center staged'...but some ppl dozed off le..at nite we got our jam and hop..quite alright..make some friends during the camp bt nv take their contacts.i shall skip the nite part..oh ya..we onli slp 1-2 hrs..is a dancethon! dance for hours...lolx..following morning was did had a great workout wit street jazz frm L.A dance connection where jason learn his hip hop..=p and salsa..oh man..i love salsa though i catch the moves quite slow and the partnering thingy with the hand movements..and later on more torture..*mouth zip* tadah! camp ends at 5pm..
16th sept 2005
fauzi and aquilah's birthdae! im so sorry.din manage to celebrate or even wish ur properly..hope ur did enjoy ya special dae!!!
life still goes on...with more birthdaes!!! lucky i got justina's and qixin's birthdae presents le...left my beloved sis..wonder wat to get..hmmm...
sometimes there's many thots that i wanna blog down..but juz no time..im juz so bored and tired of looking at the different people in this world..i myself are facing more problems..*main problem: change into a bad gal* sigh...
reply to tags:
lynnette: thanx=)
my best fren: yeppie..i love it..thanx so much..we haven meet up..
shihan: thank you!
ben: yep..i love it too..eh..end up we dun have any gathering and hols gonna end soon.