Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
1:36:00 am
argh...i duno why...i feel so super bad now.like the same feeling as tt nite wen i tok to my mum abt the ting.i couldnt stop crying.and i duno wat's da problem man.i miss the weekends wen i noe ur there right beside me with no fear..i noe everything gonna be alright.i duno why, i feel so vulnerable lately.like anytime im gonna break dwn.in sch i appear to be cheerful, smilely and mad or watever..bt inside i juz feel quite bad.like someone squeezing me dry..draining me..i got so many things to do in one month.and im nt doing anything.actually im quite stress abt it.slowly im poning lessons, hate sch and stuffs.why am i like tt.suddenly every of my problems appear in front of me.im glad tt i pass thru most of the things in the past if nt i wouldnt be tt strong though im quite weak.i feel like isolating myself at times.sigh..think im turning in..nt gonna do anything.im sry gurls if i nv do my project properly.i try to cope wit everything.studies,frenship,relationship,family and my life.i noe there are ppl out there worse den me.i din blame god or anything.im juz feeling bad.thanx emilyn for thinking of me and bought me a pair of ear rings.be a gd gurl kie