Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
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emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
3:02:00 am
oh heyo!! so long nv update le..change my template..bt think im gonna change it during my hols again (if i gt the time) hehe..nv study todae.sigh..tmr must practice more le..
my birthdae juz passed..26 of aug.wanna thank those hu send me msg- jessica(best friend),jaslyn,shiuan,lincoln,mummy,lynnette,weijie,jason(darling)-mms,juliana,shu heng,benjamin,mike,lydia,qixin,emilyn(sister),harry,bernie,elena,eugene law,cher,yingru,puay shian,sharon..testi- jessica,juliana,ying yin, alice,jaslyn,see teng,calvin fong,yan ning.e card-joylynn..online-zhong shen,siti,calvin wong,lijun,peng hao.. thankies for the presents i recieved..frm siti and aquilah, jacob,terrence, calvin wong, jason and mummy's red packet.
tt dae was still okie. bt the nite was speical..my dear come all the wae here to sing birthdae song and a small cake and present.love ya man.my parents try to make it special by invitin a little gathering.bt nt my frenx.they drank alot till gt some spillages.i drank alittle of each.
sat met jas,cher and jason..so sad elena wldnt make it.juz walk ard..
this whole week study week.next wk exams le..*scare* think i better go slp le..tmr meeting jason.
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, August 08, 2005
11:54:00 pm
argh...quite a few interesting things happen in my life lately..lazy to blog dem dwn in details bt think it gonna be a long post..pls bear wit me..gt tp's ccn dae on fri.sat went to recut and straighten my hair.wed haircut was real bad.dun ever go jean yip and cut..take a long train ride to tam...and oh man..i see typical kaisu singaporean..even a cute old woman was frowning and couldnt stop looking.it goes like this " the woman was carrying a BIG bloated shoulder bag, a trolley bag, a small typical auntie bag and a BIG plastic bags with two little kids.gal most probably pri 2 or younger.boi kindergarten.three of dem are squeezing into 2 seats.finally the man beside dem left and they moved..-ya..angela..of cuz they moved- suddenly this woman keep frowning wit her spects near the tip of her nose.searching frantically thru all her 'belongings'...everyone was wondering wat a weird woman..looking so blur and stuffs.everyone was curious wat she looking for.guess wat, is a portable small cute chair and a paper.next, the gal stand up open the chair and sat on it doing the paper on the seat.oh man.do u hav to do tt in the short train ride to score As..next the woman took out many storybooks to teach the son.i couldnt make out any words..i was blasting my music thruout the whole time.bt the cry of the babies could be heard frm the next cabin.the gal couldnt concentrate on her paper.the son was finguring how to take out the last sweet out of the tic tac box and ignore his mother.." aiya..i juz duno how to describe..anywae i go look for my dear aft tt..
on sun..i went to hillsong and delirious FOP..it was nice bt i end it wit a bad tone.sry peeps.i juz duno how to sae.bt i can sae..its nt reali because of God.im juz feeling so bad and frustrated man.aiya..forget it..i try not to think of it can le
mon..i was late as usual for first lesson.fone low batt..bring my charger..charge it during lecture..oh my...my face turn so red..im nt gonna sae anything..i took it out within mins.aiyo...bad angela.leave sch at 1 plus..went ite simei for drum practice..the sch so niceeee....there's alot of secondary sch students..bet we are one of the rare participants without sch uni.i played the TOM..the bartley guys were saying lame things like we shld play jerry or watsoever..the whole afternoon quite interesting.din reali catch everything.bt soso i noe the beats..canderina and janice playing a flat instrument wit a stick like lollipop..duno wat issit called.thank God todae no sun..hope tmr will be a fun dae..and my drum is so heavy..heavier den the red and blue big drum...nt fair..shoulder hurts.haha.at nite ate steamboat.ate alot man..and guess wat..mayb the first time im helping to clean up..okie.mayb mum was rite.i cannot reali live without maid..she even peels prawns for me..so nice..love her man..she watched me grows up ma.did abit thinking in da bus..bt tt's to myself.
upcoming few weeks im super packed..tmr whole dae out..no time to study e maths quiz on wed..inetcf webbie nt reali done..reali muz thank siti..im sry gurl..tcs project nt yet started..next wk digi fund quiz..todae inetcf quiz gonna take in few daes time.next fri performing..and next...my burfdae!! yeah..bt i gt a feeling it wun be a great one.im nt expecting anything either.aft tt first wk of sept EXAMZ!!!!! im dead man..aft tt..i cant even enjoy cuz my dear nit to mug for his promos..sigh..i jus wanna thank God for putting wonderful ppl in my life like jason,family,cher,jas,elena,jess,my classmates,my sec sch khakis.sry if i miss out any..-all nt in order-...most of dem play a very important role in my life and changed me in some ways.keep in touch..and continue shower ur love and care for me..wahahaa...i better start doing my inetcf webbie....tata!!
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
1:43:00 am
i need a hug frm u dear
Devil vs Angel *
argh...i duno why...i feel so super bad now.like the same feeling as tt nite wen i tok to my mum abt the ting.i couldnt stop crying.and i duno wat's da problem man.i miss the weekends wen i noe ur there right beside me with no fear..i noe everything gonna be alright.i duno why, i feel so vulnerable lately.like anytime im gonna break dwn.in sch i appear to be cheerful, smilely and mad or watever..bt inside i juz feel quite bad.like someone squeezing me dry..draining me..i got so many things to do in one month.and im nt doing anything.actually im quite stress abt it.slowly im poning lessons, hate sch and stuffs.why am i like tt.suddenly every of my problems appear in front of me.im glad tt i pass thru most of the things in the past if nt i wouldnt be tt strong though im quite weak.i feel like isolating myself at times.sigh..think im turning in..nt gonna do anything.im sry gurls if i nv do my project properly.i try to cope wit everything.studies,frenship,relationship,family and my life.i noe there are ppl out there worse den me.i din blame god or anything.im juz feeling bad.thanx emilyn for thinking of me and bought me a pair of ear rings.be a gd gurl kie