Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
3:06:00 am
juz put down the fone.i duno why.i feel a little uncomfortable.i throw my fone on the floor and juz burst out.wat's going man.i dunwan anything to happen.okie.im juz writing rubbish.guess i shld go and slp le.my mood juz change so fast.and i dun even noe wat's went wrong.can some kind soul pls tell me.hav i try hard enuff?
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, May 29, 2005
3:50:00 pm
oh boi~ it been a few weeks since i updated.went to FOC( freshman orientation camp) in tp.quite fun.much more better den the orientation where everyone is present.reasons: 1.mentors dun look interested in the orientation too. 2.everyone like so dead. 3.it juz nt fun.making me feel so dead too.and im sick during tt orientation and i still went.i start sch on 24th of may.everything went well.still okie.though like nit to do alot of studying to catch up.im so lucky i took a maths.i understand the maths faster.im stuck wit aquilah.we both like reali fated to be frenz.frm MI all the wae to tp.same course, same class and same diploma. we share secrets easily.and anoda boi tt we both always hang out wit.fauzi.i like keep hanging out wit malays.lolx.yesterdae went back to work.still look sick.haha.work miserably 6 hrs.and guess wat? jason went to work in bqt.haha.he look gd in the uniform.gt tt look tt first attract me.hehe.*blushing* anywae recently my life still okie though sure gt ups and downs.bt i put it behind le so i cant rmb the bad times(mood swing)..tonite dad's and mum's fren come my hse for steamboat.haha.gonna eat those yummy food.den gonna do some studying wit mum's fren.mayb i do some qns aft i blog.tata!
Devil vs Angel *
Thursday, May 05, 2005
9:21:00 pm
made an improvement.slept at 3.30am compared to previous nite.7am in da morning den turn in.everydae so slack.all i do is eat,slp,read,watch tv.feel so piggy.yesterdae evening wasnt feeling gd.juz realise im like running awae frm responsibility and home all da time.i no longer love and admire my parents as much as i did in da past.i dun even love to be home.wat happen to me? wen she tok or scold me? i feel bad bt like no sense of guilty.has my inside turning into stone? im tired at times.i reali live dae by dae wit no meaning.hav i change? can someone tell me? or i juz think too much.at least nw im nt so depress more cheerful le.
okie.enuff abt all those tots.watch a few shows todae.it makes me reflect again.oh ya,read sth in jas's blog.quite nice.wat love actually is? it is so complicated.and i dun wanna take it for granted.todae read a few past e mails.reminds me of the past.and put myself to tt position again.i wonder wat reali happens and why i put myself there.anyway is da past.i love my present.i love to make more frenz,socialise and hang out and stuffs.bt i believe this may create more strains and problems.bt i believe everything will work out.sigh.bt it takes 2 hands to clap.and most of all i wanna study real hard and go into a uni with *ahemz*...
watch the tong hua mtv in bao heng's blog.touching.reminds me of him.den yesterdae mtv gt alot of nice songs.gt one so funnie n retarded.some stupid bus ride.think is mojofly..jesse macartney is cute.den janet jackson gt super big boobs.lolx.enuff craps.IM BORED..cant wait for tmr to come.no function le.canceled.no work no money.lucky i settle some things long ago.hehe.if nt i'll be worrying nw.time to go!! lazy to think and blog le.tata!!!!
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
5:23:00 am
sigh..is alrdy 5 plus in da morning and here i am using da com and listening to perfect 10.i like everydae slp at 4-5 plus lately and wake up at 2-3 plus in da afternoon.my body clock is turn upside dwn.gt this new layout.think is juz simple and nice.heez=)lazy to blog.lots of things and tots wanna blog dwn.next time den.time to hit da bed!*yawn*