Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
6:21:00 pm
todae went for my heart check-up.at last..=D did some tests and 1 x-ray.make anoda appointment next year.nit to find out is the condition getting worse and partly for the dental thingy.nit to extract 6 teeths (4 normal and 2 wisdom) in a dae.think im gonna faint man.nth much lately.just improve a little.my speed faster and i can tt oblong tray.so heavy.think if i work there long enuff.my right side got big muscle le.*yucks* -gross out- shld i go to tt countdown at downtown wit dem??
:edwin: wat pigu? arse? wat...wan ting is there too.steph left wit quan long first.they are my da jie.er jie and san jie.
:cher: wow.u very free hor.i can tell u reali very bored.
:terence: ermz...congrats u for? fast enuff?
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, December 26, 2004
2:51:00 pm
yawnz..slept onli 4 hours.woke up early.end up the lunch is canceled.nvm.we can meet anoda dae.where four of us are there.feel kinda hurt and sad for being like tt.i noe we are in the wrong.sigh.nvm.hope everything ok can le.reached home at 5 yesterdae.knock off at 11 instead of 12.give 7 bucks away.hehe.watched kung fu hustle.very lame and crappy.7 of us wonder ard orchard rd.steph and quan long leave first cuz they watched it in the afternoon.five of us got nth to do frm 12 plus to 2.15..the boys ar..keep going toilet.frankie not tt bad.come out tok to wan ting.haha.me alone waiting for tt two boys who stuck in the toilet bowl.haha.the cinemas cheat us.gave us the seats behind the walls.the last person can onli see three quarter of the screen and have to strain his neck.haha.okie.jason sat there.he changed place wit me.yesterdae quite fun except tt nth much to do except toking.the boys ar..very wishy washy.no wonder they are my da jie.er jie and san jie.wahaha.they look like gals anyway.jason gave me christmas pressie.haha.so weird.but tt is nice of him.tok to him thru out the whole show.wan ting sit wit frankie.chung chi alone smelling his smelly shoes.wahaha.okie.tt is my christmas.not bad for me.though i have to work two shifts.earned 77 bucks yesterdae.
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, December 20, 2004
1:59:00 am
DEAD!!!!
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
6:31:00 pm
went out wit jess yesterdae.talk and shop before going to work.bro gave her a little chocolate.think my bro grow up too fast le.he using the com everyday.now three person have to "fight" to use com unlike in the past me alone den me and my sis.and he now uses chopsticks to use.some more traditional way.better den sis.starting of work was abit moody.din talk much or eat much.aft tt better le.duno wat's on my mind either.the two tables i in charge are very nice ppl.one of them is the manager of the whole red jacket group.she gave me a little elephant keychain tt can store little things inside.a pea? tt is so sweet.something frm thailand.the bus arrived late.we crap alot.eat chocolates again.wan ting and me keep suaning the uncle joseph..okie.he is onli 25.and he calls me chopsticks or bamboo.so irritating.he lives so far so last one to go home.wahaha.todae and tmr stay home and rot.nth to do.this week not much work.weekend den nit to work de.hope is not some wedding.prefer d and d...everyday slp so late.cant slp.onli turn in at 3 to 4 plus..yea.going ikea on 23 wit mummy.i miss ikea.haha.cant wait to see all the new stuffs and eat the food there.wish all the n level students all da best.dun worry too much abt the results.ur have done ur best.continue to work hard and strive towards ya goals.. miss cher so much.tmr she is back.lots of things to tell her.fri can see her le.wonder how she getting along there.hope she is not sick.yea.duno wat time is her flight tmr.
Devil vs Angel *
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
12:48:00 am
sigh.i just duno wat to say.mind is blank.watever things pop in just voice out.im keeping to myself everyday.slowly not worrying for others.i do not think for others anymore.not even myself.im just a plain empty gal.drifting away frm God..things happen and this time im not gonna think so much.i will just resume to a little gal who look forward to sth each dae.sigh.i hate saying all this.and im doing it everytime.voicing out wat i feel and tots running in my head wanting to share wit someone.
todae ate very little but lots of junk food and fruits.heaty and healthy fruits.jackfruit.watermelon.pear.orange.durian.and lots and lots of chocolates.until at nite i sick of the milo bar.dad help me finish half of it.tmr gonna meet jess again..before working.not sure tmr start work at wat time.tmr den call dem.
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, December 13, 2004
1:16:00 am
im so bored.its late at nite.suppose to be in bed.reached home early.before 12.kim's bf send me home.saw him.todae dinner not reali very good.my table drank alot.den fight.duno.i wrote 2am sign out they put most of us at 11..so no transport.lucky got kim.a new plasma 42 inch tv.hehe.haven try all the functions.bro spoil de old wan by pouring water.he is so naughty lately.tmr off.yesterdae went far east visit jess.very busy so din talk much.she off i work.i off she work.see still got any more chance we both off den go out.bought a new wallet.same as wan ting except different colours for the wording.i earn nearly 5oo plus le but i spend like 300 or so..big spender.haha.now saving.give mum 100 every 3 to 4 days.den she can help me keep.everyday slp like a pig.until 12 noon.air con on until so late.so mum say give dad 50 too.for electricity bill and phone bill..make alot of calls.dad not free to change for me.
Devil vs Angel *
Saturday, December 11, 2004
1:50:00 pm
nothing interesting happen to me lately..except got one cute part time security guard.haha.im mad.went escape on tues.rain.so din play much.still ok.met the two guys who work in sheraton.they work in escape too.two jobs.they reali so desperate to meet new ppl.okie.watever..none of my business.later gonna find jess den to work.hope can see him again.todae gonna work until 2am.haha.free cab home.work quite tired.everyday the same things.but i eat alot.esp when there's buffet.oh my.stomach gonna burst.they pay we eat.old bird said we will sick of the food one dae.kind of like the hotel le.everyday learn new things and interesting fact.quite a few couples there.still got a few married there.wun be update my blog often.the pri6 gathering postpone le.weird rite.out of nowhere.aft 4 years den got pri 6 gathering.wonder how everyone look like=p
Devil vs Angel *
Saturday, December 04, 2004
7:22:00 pm
im bored.mummy's birthdae nth much.dad bought a heart shape cake for her.hehe.he's not back yet.duno how to celebrate later.she like so tired and stuff.got her a hippo thingy and two nice face towel.sounds pathetic.cannot decide wat to get.she like most of the things oso got le.think must plan beforehand next time.nv work todae.tmr replace somone so get to work.yea.so got money.tt person end up talking to me.like so weird.nvm.nth much to blog.wander wat "we" should blog.daily life will be boring.private stuffs wun be good either.hmm..mayb ranting abt how life is so depressing and terrible they are.hmm..mayb im one of dem.but sometimes u feel better.sigh.the world is getting bad to worse.i shldnt be a deep thinker.wun do me any good.end up no solutions.think i go bathe le.weird.someone make a deal wit me.wat msg me later.i wan to change plan.must wait.i nit money.23 is reaching.mayb im backing out.
Devil vs Angel *
Thursday, December 02, 2004
10:01:00 pm
straighten my hair.cut my fringe.so funnie.hairdresser say forehead high den not much hair.i tot wat she meant by cutting tt way so i allow her.faster grow.comments?think look weird
Devil vs Angel *
keep venting my anger lately.quarrels alot.nv control my emotions properly.wanna run away.hope next week i work everyday.resting do me no good either.sat and sun nv work again.sat mummy's birthdae.dunoe wat to buy for her.
i want to be loved once again.knowing tt someone is ther for me.someone hu i can turn to when i nit a listening ear and when im sad or happy.im not the same girl anymore.i even change my attitude.and i hate it.is getting bad to worse.cry the afternoon away.tots running wildly in my head.im lost once again.i got frenz and ppl hu cares for me.but i just nit someone hu i can turn to everytime.hmm.oh ya.i shldnt bother anyone.im drifting into my own world.putting a mask.trying to throw tt inside away.but wen alone.it lingers around.