Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Friday, November 12, 2004
11:27:00 pm
my whole body just so uncomfortable.im putting tt away.i had finally decided wat to do for my art aft 3 to 4 changes.hope it works.
yes.i noe im in da wrong.but why cant you just let me have some time to do this and that.okie.everything is my fault.happy? i always look up to you but sometimes i jut dun understand why u must behave like this.all i noe is for all of us.here i am doing my stuff.i admit tt i slack alittle.but i din ur so called walk up and down like i dun care.i did study.if u wish to have da room back just say it.
i hate o's.and i dun wish to retake or wat.i wan it to quickly end.i dunwan da past le.putting everything behind and just live the way i shld.went to esplanade todae.the roof access change le.brings back some memories.nice garden up there.they even change some tiles or wat.
im feeling so frustrated.like im been alone. is my choice.i choose not to share or wat.okie.time to slp.tmr still nit to help sis collect results.now she enjoying herself in some camp tt we are not allowed to go.
you came to talk to me abt ya characters and ask me understand and ask me to do wat is right.see.all along i know you are a good mother.sigh.im just being a bad person.okie.mayb i should change.thinking and saying alone is no use.must show more in actions.time to do some self reflection and do QT..