-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Saturday, October 30, 2004
12:31:00 pm
Welcome To My Life
by Simple Plan
Album: Still Not Getting Any
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Devil vs Angel *
postpone my tuition to tmr.tok to my best fren last nite.cheer me up.the best of all in da world(except God)..pray tt she will accept christ one day.hmm..nothing much to blog.emptiness fill my broken heart.why shld i care.day by day wit no purpose..miss you badly
Thursday, October 28, 2004
1:46:00 pm
din go out todae.stay at home.slep early.12 plus and woke up at 12 todae.wow.12 hours.haven start studying and nearly half da dae.mayb i shld go out study.start earlier.
i break down this morning before going back to slp.i cant help it.you still alive in me.my life changed since u enter into my life.i cant help thinking tt i wake up every morning to find myself so alone and empty.sigh.we can nv reverse da time.i tot i've put everything behind but no.it comes back.fill me wit pain.
time to hit da books.muz reali study my ss todae.din reali read much.think my chem shld be no problem now.sigh.chinese i heck le.not gonna study.mayb juz going thru some compos and some sentence on sunday.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
11:54:00 pm
was feeling quite lazy tonite.mayb i shld go n slp.been slping real late for nights.at 2 plus daily.todae go out study again.quite productive but not much.thanx zheng wen..help me plan my time table for da rest of da dae.my time table all screwed up.din reali follow much.mayb i shld stop studying sci for one dae.and START on my ss.okie.tmr im gonna do tt.cher bought me a nice purple cover bk.thankies.now i noe where to transfer all my feelings to.wahaha.my new treasure.okie.enuff craps.wasnt feeling ok for a period of time todae.i noe i can do it.kinda miss him.sigh.time to hit da bed and read da bible.must got more discipline.got my art question paper todae.oh my.think was kinda hard.he say based on mrs tan's experience, is one of da easiest compare to other batch.ok.watever.time to brainstorm.nit to generate more brain cells.
Devil vs Angel *
Quit Breaking My Heart
by Mandy Moore
Album : So Real
You were my first slow dance
thought that we had a chance
but together was too hard for you
hanging out with your friends
and I accept these things
all i need is for you to be true
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around
i want you there
and you need to stop
breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be true (you to be true)
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing us apart (ohh)
baby (oh yeah)
quit breaking my heart
baby i don't feel this way 'bout everyone
something about you boy
nothing seems to be quite like this
holding your hand
touching my face
standing here waiting for our first kiss
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around
i want you there
and you need to stop
breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be true (all i need)
quit breaking my heart (ohh quit breaking my heart)
it's tearing us apart (tearing us apart)
baby (oh yeah)
quit breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
ohh
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around
i want you there
you need to stop
you need to stop
ohhh
breaking my
heart
baby oh yeah
quit breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart (tearing us apart)
all i need is for you to be true
quit breaking my heart (oh quit breaking my heart)
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be
true
quit breaking my heart
Sunday, October 24, 2004
3:03:00 pm
slept at 4 yesterdae.woke up at 9 for tuition.learn quite alot of stuffs.hehe.i cant help thinkin of da past.juz wanna get out of all this.shld stop coming online and stop blogging.mayb shld delete.no privacy.haha.hey..shoo..i cant help it.so hard to concentrate wit tt big thing in my head.think aft exams or so.i will become bones le.din eat much den full le.guess i got gastric flu.if it worsens den go see doc.okie.time to do some studying.if not i waste my time thinking and ruin my future even worse.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
9:22:00 pm
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
got it from cher's bloggie.try it out
Devil vs Angel *
vomit part of my dinner.din eat rice again.
Devil vs Angel *
waste my saturdae morning lazing around.scary.tues gonna recieve my art o level paper 2.hope i can finish everything on time.manage my time well.and try to stop living in da past.okie.read da bible last nite.ruth chapter.okie.did had a gd nite slp.dreamt of nice stuffs.so real again.hope is true.okie.nit to do alot of studying todae le.yesterday onli study one chapt.haha.was late.recieve an e mail frm best fren.miss her so much.nit to catch up more on each other aft o's.
Friday, October 22, 2004
10:27:00 am
argh..wat got into me.feel like pulling all my tots out.pour out everything to someone.no.im not suppose to bother anyone.argh.think i in trouble le.this time i reali fall and create a big hole.stuck inside.ar..craps.nit to bathe n eat le.den off i go.wanna leave tis sad place which once was perfect for me.i juz being selfish.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
10:54:00 pm
it aches and it hurts.recovering but it sill physically and mentally in pain.i cant help it.my heart juz like tt.okie.went to eliz hse to study end up use com.but did finish one chapt.okie.tmr going library to study.hope i can study more tmr.todae wasnt tt much.left so little days yet i still got lots of things duno.okie.time to study my geo n ss..keep doing maths ans science.juz count da daes juz now.is 214 daes.okie.nit to sign off..get on bed and read some books.i dun reali read but lately i read more den studying.okie.nit to do sth to get my mind off tt thing.aft o's wonder how i can handle.okie.mayb angela is back.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
2:35:00 pm
din go sch todae.staying at home wasnt tt good either.my eyes were dry and pain.but i cant expect anything le.wanna thank all da frenz hu are there for me.i try not to bother anyone but seriously.sometimes i nit someone to be there.putting a cover doesnt solve anything but is jux appear to like this.try doing some hw den cant help online to prevent frm thinking and tok to frenz.memories keep flowing thru my mind.the times i had wit my frenz and those hu share all those special moments.i will nv forget those hu are once important to me.nvm.and for you.if ya reading.i will nv forget you.u are far too important to me and u played a special part in my life.i duno wat ya thinking now but i wish ya all da best in watever u do.if u ever fall down.stand up and try again..sigh.da year gonna end le.and all of us gonna part and go into anoda brand new part of our life.we learn and grow together in sec sch.i did grew and i learn alot of things.thinking of writing to all my frenz..hey peeps.can ya msg me ya home add or send it to me thru email. angelamate@hotmail.com.thanx.. tata. nit to get some work done and go out.tonite got tuition.think i have to try to let go bit bit.it wasnt easy.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
10:06:00 pm
it had been torn and break into million pieces.da strong trust wasnt there.it bleeds and slowly turning cold.even if all da pieces are put together again.dun think it will be da same.the tiny hole inside oredi bad enuff.why must everything happen before o level.it must be blaming the owner why it didnt take good care of it.i think i was sick this morning.come to sch so cold and weak.feel so hot inside.during the compre.stomach pain.stop but recess,cough non stop,wanted to vomit.end up eating.went back to class den off to da toilet to vomit my food.sigh.a cover in front of me.i try not to show too much of my feelings but it juz appear irritating.sry peeps if i disturb ya or show bad attitude todae.not being myself.try to occupy myself wit things.dun feel like going sch tmr but i will anyhow think.guess i stay home and try to study and....forget it..tots.feelings.emotions are all cramping inside wanted to get out.tot was my best year in sch.
Monday, October 18, 2004
7:23:00 pm
yesterdae is my sis's birthdae.ate alot.so full..todae had my practical exams.i flung my physics.mistake vertical as horizontal.so end up.my graph was wrong and of cuz all da ans.*sniff*duno how to tell my parents.have to work hard for the main paper le.hang out in the wesley hall frm 9.30 to 1.30..the time pass very fast.took some fotos.got one below.eating time.sigh.dun think im gonna blog abt my tots and feelings le.everything inside is da best.yesterday scare me,wash face until half.nose bleed..so blur.duno wat to do.faster run out of bathroom den mummy saw den sort of scold me for not slping early.din noe tt is one of da reasons.shop with qixin todae.todae is her's and clare's birthdae.tok quite alot wit her.sigh.humans are so imperfect.nvm.saw a nice tee..wanted to get it for..but nvm.think its too small anyway.okie.wanna get out of this painful period.keep rmbering the past.i took a bus home todae.past reservoir.hiazx..okie.study hard peeps.
Devil vs Angel *
haha..some eating feast in the wesley hall..yummy! wanna join us..wan ting..be careful.later choke.
Devil vs Angel *
haha.this is my sis's birthdae cake.oops.got some wax le,it is ice cream durian cake.yum yum..
Sunday, October 17, 2004
1:49:00 am
keeping everything inside.i duno how to face it.pointless to regret.cant turn back anyway.the more i talk the sadder i am.help.i cant stand straight.i want you back...hopeless..i will be waiting.
Devil vs Angel *
im so blur..juz kept my calculator den now i duno where i put when i nit it.nit to go and find properly.nit it.tmr got 3 hours tuition again.sigh.im desperate for ya.want you and nit ya.okie..everything i do reminds me sth of u.*shrugs*push everything aside..angela.study..dun think of anything.i duno anything.shop for pressie todae and went to riverlife church,not bad too.haha.aft o level wanna attend church.of cuz cant let parents noe.okie.broke le.spend alot.muz save money.always spend spend spend.still short of one pressie.okie.try to get it on mondae.the ideal one.haha.nit to go find calculator and do some work..sis birthdae le.haha..happie birthdae emilyn=]
Friday, October 15, 2004
9:54:00 pm
wonder why i dun reali feel tired..din slp the whole of last nite yet i like still quite hyper.mayb try to slp early den start studying.yeah.at last finish my art.haha.muz thank zul,qixin,athalia,puay shian,cher and zheng wen..they helped me alot.rocks on man..nit to log off early to get some beauty slp..like sth wrong wit me le..even thinking and slping disorder.okie.tata
Devil vs Angel *
wat if i nit someone?
will u be there for me?
wat if i cry?
will you lend ya shoulder for me to cry?
wat if im tired?
will you hold me?
wat if im scared?
will you be there to ensure me everything is ok?
wat if i fall down?
will you pick me up?
wat if i fail?
will you be ther to help me?
wat if i fall sick?
will you take care of me?
wat if i nit someone to love me?
will you love me?
wat if i leave this world?
will you cry for me?
watever issit..i juz nit you want you and love you!!
Thursday, October 14, 2004
11:52:00 pm
pls help me...pull me up..i fall down once again..ur gurl nits someone..
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
1:00:00 am
below are some art pieces tt i took pictures of..will take more if ya like..there's are a few nicer ones..all are wonderful though..put in alot of effort..sigh..tmr not goin to sch.nit to do prep work.okie.shall go orh orh le..oh ya.still got a lot of pics tt i took on graduation service.haha.mayb post some next time.cya!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
11:58:00 pm
hey.this is one of athalia's prep work.still got more..and all are wonderful..
Devil vs Angel *
this is gerald's..nice rite?sorry abit blur
Devil vs Angel *
this is mine.i noe it sux.wahaha..so simple..
Devil vs Angel *
tadah..this is shiuan's fashion design..cool rite?
Devil vs Angel *
this is wei quan's painting..give comments ar..
Devil vs Angel *
this is stella's art piece but not reali completed.nice?
Devil vs Angel *
actually wanna put da song on da webbie but duno how to and the song like so hard to find.haha..later gonna load some art piece of my frenz
Neva Be Replaced
by 1st Ladi
Album
:
Submitted by
: Jenny
Corrected by
: Alysha
Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(think that u should know),
All the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(you should know),
the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you,
yes I do(yes I do)
I'll be with you
as long as you want me to
until(until)the end (the end) of time (of time)
From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you
and I wanna have your kids(have ur kids)
Things could never compare to the feeling of your kisses,
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank god that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt
in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you
and I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(think that u should know),
All the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(you should know),
the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you,
yes I do
I'll be with you
as long as you want me to
until (until)the end (the end) of time (of time)
Devil vs Angel *
duno whether shld go sch tmr not.i cant finish my prep work.and im stuck here finding pics..sigh..sure cant hand in by tmr..
Monday, October 11, 2004
6:29:00 pm
my results wasnt so good.got 35 for L1R5 and 23 for L1R4..sigh.ms tiru was telling my mummy im quiet and shy.oh my.am i?i juz applied sth to my ulcer.oh my.it reali hurts.wanna scream le.better leave my mouth.shoo..hand in my course work todae.so ugly.now nit to do prep work.wed nit to hand in.suddenly todae feel like sth missing.think because nv go art.todae is elena's and zheng wen's bdae...din reali celebrate..got ss remedial.sad.nvm.gonna treat her next time.miss art nitez..haha..
Friday, October 08, 2004
11:38:00 pm
todae so late den reach home.art still not complete.haha.hope i can finish.watched spirited away in school.super nice lor.feel like watching it again.they way they create the story until very nice.and to my amaze..lit student sure is lit student..like shiuan watch a movie can talks abt the metophor.think spell wrongly.think there's a few in the movie.ask her explain.if it is me.i juz watch it.haha.gonna collect my results tmr.scary.update next time.nit to do some work.tmr den do art.
Devil vs Angel *
back frm sch.hehe.dad fetched..watched spirited away in sch.so nice.oh my.everything so nice.okie.better bathe den do some work.tmr den do art.haha.im so slow.next time update everything.gonna recieve my results tmr.scary..
Thursday, October 07, 2004
1:25:00 am
wahaha.reali live up to my surname.always 'cheong'..now cheong-ing my art for two weeks.hope can complete by tmr.everyday slp so late.gonna collaspe one dae.anyway juz pack my stuff..gonna go bed and dream!!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
9:40:00 pm
strugglin wit my art.ask around for colours.got some idea.nit to do some work le.i miss and nit ya.juz cant open my mouth to speak.like sth stopping me frm getting near to u.where have you been..sigh..im mad.
Devil vs Angel *
think it is quite interesting.found this in an e mail..see whether you can figure out wat the words are
Devil vs Angel *
was going to blog some stupid post abt tt idiot boi.but nvm.muz forgive..idiot lor..so what you older den me doesnt mean u can do anything you want.go tell ya mummy la.im so scared..as if i care..go be a mummy's boi lor..act innocent..dun think u very guai.at least i noe wat im doing and i got plan my things well and i got study..fine..dun tok abt it..yesterdae went to what's next conference at anglican high sch..still okie.at least now i noe muz at least put one institute for my last choice and how to ans a maths n chem qns..think the first one was better..at tamasek poly.okie.aft tt join lydia and her church mate for dinner at kenny roger in marina square.din finished..so full..wonder why..nv eat much.haha..mayb laugh too much.know quite a few frenz..but din get their number.so funnie..telling jokes and riddles and make fun of a fren whose bdae fall on thurs.she have to wear goggles to take pic.wahaha.okie..there's a book fair there..most books sold at 6 bucks each..thinking of buying but end up din.reached home at 10 plus.do maths until 1 plus.haha.move the table to the space btw my sis n mi bed.so fun.haha.end up todae no tuition.i woke up late anyway.postpone to next week both daes.haha.read da bible.and note down a list of things i needed to pray for.whoa..did said a long prayer todae.wonder how's my prelim's marks.getting back tmr.excited and scared..haha.gonna find some pic den start painting again.sigh..
-my fone is so silent.no ringing or beeping.sigh.juz misses you.my mind is fill wit you and more you.wonder how ya getting along.no one listen to all my small small details le.sigh..juz need you-
--all da best for all n level students--
Saturday, October 02, 2004
12:14:00 am
*speechless* reali lost.wen i nit someone...the person juz not there..nvm..im not as strong as u think..i juz be myself...anyway noe my world ia me n my frenz...and of cuz art...nit to study...aiming for jc...but scare cant make it for gp n mt..juz gonna do my best..sigh..cant wait to see my prelim results..have to wait till mon.okie..tmr got some tok in duno where..last time sign up de..so tired mentally.physically..have to work hard..and dun care anything.give up..always end up sth bad or wat..like..nvm..forget it.is over..now try to do some mths b4 go to slp..den tmr whole dae busy.sun morning got tuition den afternoon do art..okie.tc and all da best everyone
Saturday, October 30, 2004
12:31:00 pm
Welcome To My Life
by Simple Plan
Album: Still Not Getting Any
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Devil vs Angel *
postpone my tuition to tmr.tok to my best fren last nite.cheer me up.the best of all in da world(except God)..pray tt she will accept christ one day.hmm..nothing much to blog.emptiness fill my broken heart.why shld i care.day by day wit no purpose..miss you badly
Thursday, October 28, 2004
1:46:00 pm
din go out todae.stay at home.slep early.12 plus and woke up at 12 todae.wow.12 hours.haven start studying and nearly half da dae.mayb i shld go out study.start earlier.
i break down this morning before going back to slp.i cant help it.you still alive in me.my life changed since u enter into my life.i cant help thinking tt i wake up every morning to find myself so alone and empty.sigh.we can nv reverse da time.i tot i've put everything behind but no.it comes back.fill me wit pain.
time to hit da books.muz reali study my ss todae.din reali read much.think my chem shld be no problem now.sigh.chinese i heck le.not gonna study.mayb juz going thru some compos and some sentence on sunday.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
11:54:00 pm
was feeling quite lazy tonite.mayb i shld go n slp.been slping real late for nights.at 2 plus daily.todae go out study again.quite productive but not much.thanx zheng wen..help me plan my time table for da rest of da dae.my time table all screwed up.din reali follow much.mayb i shld stop studying sci for one dae.and START on my ss.okie.tmr im gonna do tt.cher bought me a nice purple cover bk.thankies.now i noe where to transfer all my feelings to.wahaha.my new treasure.okie.enuff craps.wasnt feeling ok for a period of time todae.i noe i can do it.kinda miss him.sigh.time to hit da bed and read da bible.must got more discipline.got my art question paper todae.oh my.think was kinda hard.he say based on mrs tan's experience, is one of da easiest compare to other batch.ok.watever.time to brainstorm.nit to generate more brain cells.
Devil vs Angel *
Quit Breaking My Heart
by Mandy Moore
Album : So Real
You were my first slow dance
thought that we had a chance
but together was too hard for you
hanging out with your friends
and I accept these things
all i need is for you to be true
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around
i want you there
and you need to stop
breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be true (you to be true)
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing us apart (ohh)
baby (oh yeah)
quit breaking my heart
baby i don't feel this way 'bout everyone
something about you boy
nothing seems to be quite like this
holding your hand
touching my face
standing here waiting for our first kiss
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around
i want you there
and you need to stop
breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be true (all i need)
quit breaking my heart (ohh quit breaking my heart)
it's tearing us apart (tearing us apart)
baby (oh yeah)
quit breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
ohh
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around
i want you there
you need to stop
you need to stop
ohhh
breaking my
heart
baby oh yeah
quit breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart (tearing us apart)
all i need is for you to be true
quit breaking my heart (oh quit breaking my heart)
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be
true
quit breaking my heart
Sunday, October 24, 2004
3:03:00 pm
slept at 4 yesterdae.woke up at 9 for tuition.learn quite alot of stuffs.hehe.i cant help thinkin of da past.juz wanna get out of all this.shld stop coming online and stop blogging.mayb shld delete.no privacy.haha.hey..shoo..i cant help it.so hard to concentrate wit tt big thing in my head.think aft exams or so.i will become bones le.din eat much den full le.guess i got gastric flu.if it worsens den go see doc.okie.time to do some studying.if not i waste my time thinking and ruin my future even worse.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
9:22:00 pm
| How to make an angela |
| Ingredients:
1 part competetiveness 5 parts silliness 5 parts empathy |
| Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add lustfulness to taste! Do not overindulge! |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
got it from cher's bloggie.try it out
Devil vs Angel *
vomit part of my dinner.din eat rice again.
Devil vs Angel *
waste my saturdae morning lazing around.scary.tues gonna recieve my art o level paper 2.hope i can finish everything on time.manage my time well.and try to stop living in da past.okie.read da bible last nite.ruth chapter.okie.did had a gd nite slp.dreamt of nice stuffs.so real again.hope is true.okie.nit to do alot of studying todae le.yesterday onli study one chapt.haha.was late.recieve an e mail frm best fren.miss her so much.nit to catch up more on each other aft o's.
Friday, October 22, 2004
10:27:00 am
argh..wat got into me.feel like pulling all my tots out.pour out everything to someone.no.im not suppose to bother anyone.argh.think i in trouble le.this time i reali fall and create a big hole.stuck inside.ar..craps.nit to bathe n eat le.den off i go.wanna leave tis sad place which once was perfect for me.i juz being selfish.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
10:54:00 pm
it aches and it hurts.recovering but it sill physically and mentally in pain.i cant help it.my heart juz like tt.okie.went to eliz hse to study end up use com.but did finish one chapt.okie.tmr going library to study.hope i can study more tmr.todae wasnt tt much.left so little days yet i still got lots of things duno.okie.time to study my geo n ss..keep doing maths ans science.juz count da daes juz now.is 214 daes.okie.nit to sign off..get on bed and read some books.i dun reali read but lately i read more den studying.okie.nit to do sth to get my mind off tt thing.aft o's wonder how i can handle.okie.mayb angela is back.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
2:35:00 pm
din go sch todae.staying at home wasnt tt good either.my eyes were dry and pain.but i cant expect anything le.wanna thank all da frenz hu are there for me.i try not to bother anyone but seriously.sometimes i nit someone to be there.putting a cover doesnt solve anything but is jux appear to like this.try doing some hw den cant help online to prevent frm thinking and tok to frenz.memories keep flowing thru my mind.the times i had wit my frenz and those hu share all those special moments.i will nv forget those hu are once important to me.nvm.and for you.if ya reading.i will nv forget you.u are far too important to me and u played a special part in my life.i duno wat ya thinking now but i wish ya all da best in watever u do.if u ever fall down.stand up and try again..sigh.da year gonna end le.and all of us gonna part and go into anoda brand new part of our life.we learn and grow together in sec sch.i did grew and i learn alot of things.thinking of writing to all my frenz..hey peeps.can ya msg me ya home add or send it to me thru email. angelamate@hotmail.com.thanx.. tata. nit to get some work done and go out.tonite got tuition.think i have to try to let go bit bit.it wasnt easy.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
10:06:00 pm
it had been torn and break into million pieces.da strong trust wasnt there.it bleeds and slowly turning cold.even if all da pieces are put together again.dun think it will be da same.the tiny hole inside oredi bad enuff.why must everything happen before o level.it must be blaming the owner why it didnt take good care of it.i think i was sick this morning.come to sch so cold and weak.feel so hot inside.during the compre.stomach pain.stop but recess,cough non stop,wanted to vomit.end up eating.went back to class den off to da toilet to vomit my food.sigh.a cover in front of me.i try not to show too much of my feelings but it juz appear irritating.sry peeps if i disturb ya or show bad attitude todae.not being myself.try to occupy myself wit things.dun feel like going sch tmr but i will anyhow think.guess i stay home and try to study and....forget it..tots.feelings.emotions are all cramping inside wanted to get out.tot was my best year in sch.
Monday, October 18, 2004
7:23:00 pm
yesterdae is my sis's birthdae.ate alot.so full..todae had my practical exams.i flung my physics.mistake vertical as horizontal.so end up.my graph was wrong and of cuz all da ans.*sniff*duno how to tell my parents.have to work hard for the main paper le.hang out in the wesley hall frm 9.30 to 1.30..the time pass very fast.took some fotos.got one below.eating time.sigh.dun think im gonna blog abt my tots and feelings le.everything inside is da best.yesterday scare me,wash face until half.nose bleed..so blur.duno wat to do.faster run out of bathroom den mummy saw den sort of scold me for not slping early.din noe tt is one of da reasons.shop with qixin todae.todae is her's and clare's birthdae.tok quite alot wit her.sigh.humans are so imperfect.nvm.saw a nice tee..wanted to get it for..but nvm.think its too small anyway.okie.wanna get out of this painful period.keep rmbering the past.i took a bus home todae.past reservoir.hiazx..okie.study hard peeps.
Devil vs Angel *
haha..some eating feast in the wesley hall..yummy! wanna join us..wan ting..be careful.later choke.
Devil vs Angel *
haha.this is my sis's birthdae cake.oops.got some wax le,it is ice cream durian cake.yum yum..
Sunday, October 17, 2004
1:49:00 am
keeping everything inside.i duno how to face it.pointless to regret.cant turn back anyway.the more i talk the sadder i am.help.i cant stand straight.i want you back...hopeless..i will be waiting.
Devil vs Angel *
im so blur..juz kept my calculator den now i duno where i put when i nit it.nit to go and find properly.nit it.tmr got 3 hours tuition again.sigh.im desperate for ya.want you and nit ya.okie..everything i do reminds me sth of u.*shrugs*push everything aside..angela.study..dun think of anything.i duno anything.shop for pressie todae and went to riverlife church,not bad too.haha.aft o level wanna attend church.of cuz cant let parents noe.okie.broke le.spend alot.muz save money.always spend spend spend.still short of one pressie.okie.try to get it on mondae.the ideal one.haha.nit to go find calculator and do some work..sis birthdae le.haha..happie birthdae emilyn=]
Friday, October 15, 2004
9:54:00 pm
wonder why i dun reali feel tired..din slp the whole of last nite yet i like still quite hyper.mayb try to slp early den start studying.yeah.at last finish my art.haha.muz thank zul,qixin,athalia,puay shian,cher and zheng wen..they helped me alot.rocks on man..nit to log off early to get some beauty slp..like sth wrong wit me le..even thinking and slping disorder.okie.tata
Devil vs Angel *
wat if i nit someone?
will u be there for me?
wat if i cry?
will you lend ya shoulder for me to cry?
wat if im tired?
will you hold me?
wat if im scared?
will you be there to ensure me everything is ok?
wat if i fall down?
will you pick me up?
wat if i fail?
will you be ther to help me?
wat if i fall sick?
will you take care of me?
wat if i nit someone to love me?
will you love me?
wat if i leave this world?
will you cry for me?
watever issit..i juz nit you want you and love you!!
Thursday, October 14, 2004
11:52:00 pm
pls help me...pull me up..i fall down once again..ur gurl nits someone..
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
1:00:00 am
below are some art pieces tt i took pictures of..will take more if ya like..there's are a few nicer ones..all are wonderful though..put in alot of effort..sigh..tmr not goin to sch.nit to do prep work.okie.shall go orh orh le..oh ya.still got a lot of pics tt i took on graduation service.haha.mayb post some next time.cya!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
11:58:00 pm
hey.this is one of athalia's prep work.still got more..and all are wonderful..
Devil vs Angel *
this is gerald's..nice rite?sorry abit blur
Devil vs Angel *
this is mine.i noe it sux.wahaha..so simple..
Devil vs Angel *
tadah..this is shiuan's fashion design..cool rite?
Devil vs Angel *
this is wei quan's painting..give comments ar..
Devil vs Angel *
this is stella's art piece but not reali completed.nice?
Devil vs Angel *
actually wanna put da song on da webbie but duno how to and the song like so hard to find.haha..later gonna load some art piece of my frenz
Neva Be Replaced
by 1st Ladi
Album
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Submitted by
: Jenny
Corrected by
: Alysha
Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(think that u should know),
All the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(you should know),
the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you,
yes I do(yes I do)
I'll be with you
as long as you want me to
until(until)the end (the end) of time (of time)
From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you
and I wanna have your kids(have ur kids)
Things could never compare to the feeling of your kisses,
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank god that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt
in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you
and I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(think that u should know),
All the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you (i love you) and I'll never let you go(let you go),
But if I have to, boi I think that you should know(you should know),
the love we made (love we made)can never be erased(erased)
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you,
yes I do
I'll be with you
as long as you want me to
until (until)the end (the end) of time (of time)
Devil vs Angel *
duno whether shld go sch tmr not.i cant finish my prep work.and im stuck here finding pics..sigh..sure cant hand in by tmr..
Monday, October 11, 2004
6:29:00 pm
my results wasnt so good.got 35 for L1R5 and 23 for L1R4..sigh.ms tiru was telling my mummy im quiet and shy.oh my.am i?i juz applied sth to my ulcer.oh my.it reali hurts.wanna scream le.better leave my mouth.shoo..hand in my course work todae.so ugly.now nit to do prep work.wed nit to hand in.suddenly todae feel like sth missing.think because nv go art.todae is elena's and zheng wen's bdae...din reali celebrate..got ss remedial.sad.nvm.gonna treat her next time.miss art nitez..haha..
Friday, October 08, 2004
11:38:00 pm
todae so late den reach home.art still not complete.haha.hope i can finish.watched spirited away in school.super nice lor.feel like watching it again.they way they create the story until very nice.and to my amaze..lit student sure is lit student..like shiuan watch a movie can talks abt the metophor.think spell wrongly.think there's a few in the movie.ask her explain.if it is me.i juz watch it.haha.gonna collect my results tmr.scary.update next time.nit to do some work.tmr den do art.
Devil vs Angel *
back frm sch.hehe.dad fetched..watched spirited away in sch.so nice.oh my.everything so nice.okie.better bathe den do some work.tmr den do art.haha.im so slow.next time update everything.gonna recieve my results tmr.scary..
Thursday, October 07, 2004
1:25:00 am
wahaha.reali live up to my surname.always 'cheong'..now cheong-ing my art for two weeks.hope can complete by tmr.everyday slp so late.gonna collaspe one dae.anyway juz pack my stuff..gonna go bed and dream!!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
9:40:00 pm
strugglin wit my art.ask around for colours.got some idea.nit to do some work le.i miss and nit ya.juz cant open my mouth to speak.like sth stopping me frm getting near to u.where have you been..sigh..im mad.
Devil vs Angel *
think it is quite interesting.found this in an e mail..see whether you can figure out wat the words are
Devil vs Angel *
was going to blog some stupid post abt tt idiot boi.but nvm.muz forgive..idiot lor..so what you older den me doesnt mean u can do anything you want.go tell ya mummy la.im so scared..as if i care..go be a mummy's boi lor..act innocent..dun think u very guai.at least i noe wat im doing and i got plan my things well and i got study..fine..dun tok abt it..yesterdae went to what's next conference at anglican high sch..still okie.at least now i noe muz at least put one institute for my last choice and how to ans a maths n chem qns..think the first one was better..at tamasek poly.okie.aft tt join lydia and her church mate for dinner at kenny roger in marina square.din finished..so full..wonder why..nv eat much.haha..mayb laugh too much.know quite a few frenz..but din get their number.so funnie..telling jokes and riddles and make fun of a fren whose bdae fall on thurs.she have to wear goggles to take pic.wahaha.okie..there's a book fair there..most books sold at 6 bucks each..thinking of buying but end up din.reached home at 10 plus.do maths until 1 plus.haha.move the table to the space btw my sis n mi bed.so fun.haha.end up todae no tuition.i woke up late anyway.postpone to next week both daes.haha.read da bible.and note down a list of things i needed to pray for.whoa..did said a long prayer todae.wonder how's my prelim's marks.getting back tmr.excited and scared..haha.gonna find some pic den start painting again.sigh..
-my fone is so silent.no ringing or beeping.sigh.juz misses you.my mind is fill wit you and more you.wonder how ya getting along.no one listen to all my small small details le.sigh..juz need you-
--all da best for all n level students--
Saturday, October 02, 2004
12:14:00 am
*speechless* reali lost.wen i nit someone...the person juz not there..nvm..im not as strong as u think..i juz be myself...anyway noe my world ia me n my frenz...and of cuz art...nit to study...aiming for jc...but scare cant make it for gp n mt..juz gonna do my best..sigh..cant wait to see my prelim results..have to wait till mon.okie..tmr got some tok in duno where..last time sign up de..so tired mentally.physically..have to work hard..and dun care anything.give up..always end up sth bad or wat..like..nvm..forget it.is over..now try to do some mths b4 go to slp..den tmr whole dae busy.sun morning got tuition den afternoon do art..okie.tc and all da best everyone
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