Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Thursday, September 30, 2004
9:40:00 pm
juz reach home..stay in sch for art.complete quite abit.still got lots to complete.hope i can finish.todae pe lessons were fun.we played rugby in the muddy field.wahaha.splashy splashy muddy water.we bullied ms tiru..heh heh..poor gal.no extra clothing.qx pushed me on the floor..ouch and eww...im wet and filled wit so much mud.nit to go pom pom..my shirt so yellow...anyway tmr is children's dae..hehe..have a nice fun dae..
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
7:06:00 pm
todae i feel real bad.din meet mr lian as promised.bad gal.rmb it around 5 plus wen i suppose to meet him at 2.i straight away go art rm do my canvas aft my lessons.sigh.still got alot to paint.paint finish one canvas's roads.haha.still nit to think of colours and so on.mr chow extend the dateline to next fri..yea..haha.ate lots of chocolates todae.reach home.gobbled down half big bar chocie.in sch eliz gave me chocolates too.hehe.last sat share a big tub of chocolates ice cream.wahaha.one dae will become pig le.okie.nit to bathe n eat le.den back to my art.dun have to rush thru it n stay up late at nite le.so tired.
Devil vs Angel *
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
9:15:00 pm
im dead.i cant even paint finish my layout let say my canvas..i juz cant find the colours.i wanna give up.my colour combinations all along is bad..now with the four seasons colours and toning frm dull colours to there.im definitely dead.have to hand in my canvas on sat.i cant find anything.argh..someone..pls pull me out.but im very tired..todae went to Dr. diana young's funeral.quite sad.ingrid got a dog.very cute and of cuz very guai and quiet.she is a gd dog.sigh..muz treasure all da ppl around u not until u lose dem.help..my art.i finish painting my layout i quite happy le.at least i can rush thru my canvas.can i dun take o level.okie.i better back to my research on colours
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, September 27, 2004
4:47:00 pm
todae's art is terrible.think i failed badly..stay back to draw on my canvas.oh boi.im so slow.wonder how can i finish in less den five daes.still haven tot of colours yet.the sec 1 so irritating.move the projector.den i duno where all my lines are.nvm.they are juz bein cute.so funnie.sec 1s...haha.later fetch bro frm sch.mayb bring him to library return his books.dunwan go alone.haha.tmr sci paper 1.hope i can study n plan out my colours by tonite.tata!
Devil vs Angel *
Friday, September 24, 2004
8:15:00 pm
heyax! juz change my template.my art not done.o level project is due next week yet im still sitting in front of the com whole dae and rot.like so happy.okie.better get to work.got some ideas for my prelims le.thanx to eng tong and shu heng.wonder how am i gonna conplete my canvas by next week...okie.todae a maths paper 2 easier den paper 1.but doubt i can score well or mayb cant even pass.go n eat now n do my artie...
Devil vs Angel *
Friday, September 17, 2004
8:25:00 pm
todae's paper was quite hard.physics fail for sure.e maths paper 1 mayb still can pass but not wit gd grades.sigh.wat i am doing.went to bugis eat lunch wit ps.jul.serene.cher.lena.jas.dia.steph.den went to some end of bugis village.omg.the cds cost 7 to 9 bucks.all original.juz tt it is imported frm china.not bad.more chinese den english.sad.nvm.at least got blue.not sure buying not.went ps starbuck to study.cher treat me n steph drink.thanx cher..went shopping wit both of dem..anyway dun ever go into the music alley in ps.the gal so idiot.show attitude.we did eat but there is no no eating sign.we went in browse thru the cds.thinking of buying wen she purposely on the music until so loud.she noe it is loud.wen we get out.she lower the volume.wanna chase us out den say.so evil.dun buy her cd le.me n cher can go other places.bought a big pink botton keychain..now is onmy fone.hehe..bored.think tmr got tuition.wanna get the guilty blue cd wit bonus video.i bought second ablum.my bro break it into half.sniff..they was saying why i like classical songs.so weird.keep looking for tt and like onli noe tt kind.haha.i juz not into chinese songs.onli some are nice.hehe.nvm.anyway...everyone.have a nice dae=]
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
8:54:00 pm
bored.im rotting in front of the com.quick..angela..muz study..u noe.sigh.stupid stomach.make me so uncomfortable.i havent been studying.juz a cold tb lying on the table untouched.argh..
Devil vs Angel *
heyax!todae was my geo n chinese paper 1..phew..so long nv read or see chinese..at least still can ans..compo quite short.hope still can score or wat.geo..sniff.lost five marks.din finish.lucky i do the 12 marks one first.mapwork anyhow do.gradient like so weird.sigh.forget it.it's all over.but still got o level.todae went long john eat.haha.im so stupid.tot 32oz is the regular de.den go upsize cuz onli 20 cents more.no wonder i heard the person mumbling sth like so kiasu..sniff..wen serve.i was like oh my gosh.so big.liz laugh at me.drank the whole cup without realising it's gonna finish.guess wat..end up i vomited all my lunch.eek..gross.nv ever wanna drink so much.cuz is ice lemon tea so not so gassy n full wen drink alot.okie.went popular bought stationary.bought a pencil tt i used in pri sch.haha..quite fun.think is 2.0 mm lead.use the cap to sharpen one.okie.tmr got tuition.nit to start studying.my art still so slow.nv do much.mr chow gonna kill me..
Devil vs Angel *
Thursday, September 09, 2004
7:22:00 pm
my head is in a mess..lazy to go sort it out.so many things trying to run out.like wat time she'll be back?wat happen to her?wat to buy?wat to do?when can i complete my art?wat shld i do?argh..yet i like still relaxing wen my head full of questions and stuffs.todae complete half of my a maths revision.nit to read more eg n practice.sigh..juz feel so dead.dad juz came ask me why i like dun care abt her.nv at least msg her wat time she is back.not the first time.am i reali tt bad?cant even be a gd sis.hate to be the eldest.even in studies i learn myself.wen their turn.im the one hu shld teach dem.im sick of it.watever it is.i juz have to try my best.okie.back to my thinking n sort out all my tots.
Devil vs Angel *
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
9:06:00 pm
went to sch do art.so happy finally finish my layout.way behind time.it wasnt for long.mr chow ask me add distorted flowers to it.sigh.duno wen can i draw on the canvas.and my colour combinations sucks.okie.duno.waste one whole day in sch but here i m rotting in front of the com.sis not at home again.wanna go out study!!!i wun study at home.nth much to blog.byee..
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, September 05, 2004
5:53:00 pm
actually last few weeks gonna blog abt my bdae n stuff..den some stupid com faults.now lazy to talk abt it.mayb juz note it down in my own book..did had a great time.nothing much going on lately.yesterday went sentosa.haha.the musical fountain is nice.so funnie.the sentosae kiki cat.okie.think i blog anoda time.gonna try do some work.duno how to spend my hols.scare i cant study.dun feel like going to tt study chalet thing.duno.wait for both their reply.din recieve anything since morning.sigh.okie.juz taught mummy how to sms.haha.okie.tata.cya!not sure wen..