Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Saturday, August 21, 2004
7:13:00 pm
todae was bored.morning go chinese remedial.boring.she was like so late.tot i was quite late.woke up early but back to slp again.slept quite early last nite.reach home at 10 plus.den on bed by 11.stay in sch for art till 9 to 10 plus.quite fun.but all we do is draw n paint.my eraser always break into half aft art lessons.think i too violent le.the boys so crazy.keep scaring each other n talking abt hungry ghosts.so funnie.they tok back abt ht den he hide behind n scare dem.haha..we ate pizzas.think mr chow gonna spend alot on every friday.was like 60 plus yesterday den still waste his time.okie.duno.did some progress.sort of have my layout.im so slow.not gonna redraw le.he help me photostat so tt i can add sth to it n do colour combinations.okie.hope i can finish everything to draw on the canvas n stat to paint.i still got my prelim and other subject.my time is running tight yet im still slacking.sigh.okie.back to work..listening to radio online..
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, August 16, 2004
10:06:00 pm
bought alot of chocolates and sweets to school.ate alot.later sick.haha.okie.aft sch wasnt gd.go for teacher's day rehearsal.oh my.f4-3 dance very well and my class too.but my class like abit messy.anyway rockz on man.prefects ar.yawn.like embarrass ourselves on stage.duno la.din reali been happy.feel so left out at times.nvm.im drifting, floating away.go home alone.nth much happen todae.ms tiru not in sch for few days le.sigh.wed is my eng o level oral exam.so scary.scare i got nth to say.okie.pack n mayb study chem.nv do alot of hw.nvm..tata..
Devil vs Angel *
Thursday, August 12, 2004
10:39:00 pm
ms tiru din turn up todae.had our captain ball game ourselves.not reali organised at first but slowly got the hang den we spilt into smaller grps.my grp vs h5-1 gals.they scream alot.rt say we like playing a horror movie.wahaha.okie.the whole pe ended wit everyone running to the results board.juz realise i forgot to keep the stuffs.i got a C5 for my chinese.not sure shld retake not.most of my frenz n family members said yes.duno C5 is gd or bad for me.mayb think i shld retake.try harder.got back my geo n e maths mock test.i failed.so sad.expected to pass.okie.mapwork so lousy and so many careless mistakes for my maths.mummy's fren come.made apple juice.yum yum.stomach got problem again.told mummy,her fren say normal.mummy said later will gastric if it continues.duno.ate medicine.duno.sigh.duno how to handle my art.duno when i can finish,always redrawing.im so lousy at drawing.juz think of titles.like nothing is interesting.now muz study real hard,try all tys qns and my chinese.neighbour say treat it as a secondary sub if i retake since they will take the better marks from the two rite?okie.add some things to my art.tata!
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, August 09, 2004
4:39:00 pm
fri is our sch national day celebration.oh my.it was so short.nv even sing finish all the song.think they nv even reali plan anything.okie.went out wit cher n jas.lena went home change.did some window shopping.saw some nice clothing.haha.den met wh on the way.wanna watch the village.starts at 4.45.so late.so end up waste my three hours in the skate n youth park.learn abit skating.haha.it is not as easy i think.it is not reali flat board.abit not steady.haha.and being a lightbulb.the show not bad until u understand.at first dun like come out think think den not bad.haha.went home by bus.saw wj n his stead.den in the bus so scary.nvm.shld have take train if not for jas.okie.reach home quite late.sat was our sch's thanksgiving day.morning den realise my blazer too big.so have to stuck in tt thing.din reali do much though i suppose to usher vips.mostly the jobs for four of us done by the teachers.we dun even noe dem.one juz smile during the whole trip up the third floor.okie.aft tt went kfc for lunch.was starving throughout the show.the dance was nice.missing dancing.the refill water machine abit cranky..too concentrated.so sweet.aft tt went tp wit lydia attend some conference abt o level thing.did a test abt us n studying thingy.mine both as dia.kinesthetic n aural.think is a vark test.okie.went tm for dinner.end up we ate desert onli.take neoprints n chat till 8 to 9 plus b4 we took a bus home.did have a fun day.catch up alot wit dia.yesterday woke up at 5 plus.nit to go down at 6..mummy's fren come fetch us to some the boat place at temah merah.okie.went to some island of malaysia.not sure wat issit call.one hour in the boat.slp inside.den go do some travelling.not tt nice.den went to the beach.the beach is nice.eat seafood.ate some special kind of shells n ostrich too.i feel so sadistic.okie.den left the island wit a terrible experience.nearly stuck on tt island.no boat back.someone gave money to tt person den they go first.den as the person write the names they nearly miss our names out so one mummy's fren gave him 2 bucks den he write down.aft writing all the names the person left.heard tt someone passports lost.oh my.so scary.they r not responsible.God ans my prayer.we wait till 5.30 den two to three boats came.suppose to have no boats by 4.anoda hour back.the police wait for us.ours is the last boat.'vips'..haha.all stand there wait..okie.reach home so tired.watch some nice show on channel 5.forget how to spell the title.okie.den slept quite early.at around 11.okie.tt's my weekends.todae quite bored.nth to do.din do much.tonite gonna watch the parade on tv n singapore idol.haha.okie.