Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
260888
emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Friday, May 28, 2004
9:11:00 pm
argh..few days more to chinese o level.i very scare i nit to retake and i cant make it.y i still got no discipline.haha.no time to change template.wait i got time den i take my time.todae got talk wit mr lim.make me wanna study straight away.sick of chinese le.the talk not bad.tmr recieve results.so scare.parents r prepared for my poor results.alot of f9s.din say much.still bought me a new pair of shoes and like wanna bring to book fairs and so on.hmm..duno.muz work real hard le.dun wanna waste their money and disppoint dem.thanx for those who always ther for me and encourage me
Devil vs Angel *
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
4:45:00 pm
recieve my results yesterday.real bad.nit to reali buck up.said tt so many times.two years back oso made tt statement.argh..okie.chinese O-level coming.on mon.yet im sitting here not studying.okie.tonite gonna study 3 hours.no idea where my sec 1 n 2 books went to.forget it.go for musical practice yesterday.quite fun.act as da customer.suppose to bargain wit the hawkers and sing.(extra part) main job is to dance.haha.met by my saddening results aft recess.okie.todae c my results again.sigh.alot of f9s.this sat duno how my mummy come to collect my results.sure scold me until mon.my chinese o level.sms exceed alot.next month comes my bill sure scold again.50 plus.hopes she dun confiscate my fone.have to show my parents a colourful results aft my prelim.dun wanna disppoint dem.work so hard for me.hai..
Devil vs Angel *
Friday, May 21, 2004
10:50:00 pm
yesterday went out wit cher.elena n jas
haha.at last
like so long nv go out le
but wh join us later
keep bully him
keep teasing him tt he looks like mickey mouse
oh my.someone saw me thru da reflection on da floor in da toilet
cher and me went shopping while three of dem watch van helsing
walk to far east
so far.legs aching
drop a few malls b4 reach there
buy some hair accessories
nv take neoprints.sad
heeren sort of under renovation
meet him in da bus on da way home
todae play handball aft recess to last period
fun
scare our results turn out real bad on mon
other class jealous of my class
say our class got class spirit
lolx
now my face red and skin darker le
zs keep saying my skills very lousy
nat hug me so tight
prevent me frm getting da ball
haha.i noe im lousy in sports
so i dun reali join in
later make my team lose
haha.better le
onli sore throat and cough
not much voice
go sch because nit to accompany jas
wei quan treat us to seoul garden
his birthday todae!
eats alot
so full
bought a hp pouch for him
next week den shop for his present
den saw some nice jellies
bought some for my mortal and him
end up mortal one all my family ate it
haha
sok yee so sweet
she todae noe i sick and go out
den give me a call during evening
ask me to drink more water and whether i go out got eat heaty food
haha..my darling ma
my dae wasnt bad anyway
miss him lots
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
4:16:00 pm
reach home super early todae
1 to 2 plus
replace my ezlink card at pasir ris
alone
take a speeding bus home
fun ride
cook my own lunch
maid made lemonade for me
want to learn cooking.haha
after o's den c how
dun feel like doing my art
tmr think will do badly
got so many things to do
so lazy
nit to have alot of discipline
juz go for bible study todae
muz read his words
juz realise todae tt the sch hall like got new verse
not sure.juz think abt da verse during my science paper
lazy mood comes back again
haha
think i stop using com at 4.30
try to do some work
nit to do three layout wit different colours
still nit to do observation and manipulation
Devil vs Angel *
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
8:59:00 pm
todae watch troy n van helsing.not bad.keep coughing.haha.think im sick le.keep coughing until got sore throat.den got terrible migraine.yesterday juz vomit.den duno y suddenly got toothache.one side of my mouth got ulcer anoda toothache.cant reali eat properly.sigh..reali nit to slp early..prepared to fail my papers tmr.art not done.dad complains because i exams always study until so late so sick.haha..always got put in effort in exmas den sick.frm young until now.dun think is stress.duno.
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, May 16, 2004
1:38:00 pm
nv reali do my art for past 2 days.tmr chem can go sch at 9.30..yeah.haha.slack during these weekends.think today gonna start studying my chem.haha...mayb too late le..haha..my bro good at drawing cartoons.haha..all so funnie..
Devil vs Angel *
Friday, May 14, 2004
4:02:00 pm
Love is so very special
Yet can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost
You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share
Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up to easily
It will tear your love apart
Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might
Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive
Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare.
- Connie Thomas Lugo -
Devil vs Angel *
sigh.guess u will nv forget someone who is once part of u n important to ya.this morning wake up.do some thinking.haha.i always think of something next min anoda thing.no wonder always forget wat i think.haha..yep.i wonder y i ever fall into tt trap.so hard to climb up.nv ever wanna jump in again.im happy for hu i m now.three cheers to my frenz n my darling.haha..juz a weird feeling inside me telling me this and that tt i dun understand.anway it is all over.juz get on wit my stuff n life.
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
9:09:00 pm
so long nv blog le..exams are here..better den last year..i got study..all last min..think gonna do badly for this mid year..all papers so hard..tmr got geo n a maths paper 1..die..duno gonna survive till da last paper..my art!!argh..haha..gonna spend my whole friday and abit of sat this week to complete it.hopes tt i got discipline n be creative at least for tt moment.lols..
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, May 10, 2004
4:36:00 pm
oh craps..tag-board having some problem..create new ones..use up all three of my e mail add le..if this cant work out in future think have to come out wit stupid e mail add..todae seems ok..not too good nor bad..tmr ss paper.yet i like not prepared..onli study bits by bits..i wun do well for this mid year..i muz work harddderr....hai..i feel so hopeless..help me..
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, May 09, 2004
10:17:00 pm
issit a good sign?
grandma like so happy yesterday nite..she use strength to tok n laugh..her blood vessels near her eyes burst..oh my..wonder wat happen..my parents n bro bring go c doc le..think nit 4 weeks to recover..thank God tt it is not serious..at least she nv go blind..the most is swollen..bro say she got terrible sore eyes..sigh..waste my sunday again..study a little n slp.haha..so tired..feel like spending one whole sunday to slp..pay back the lost slp during da weekdays..my eyebag like cant go away le.sniff..haha..
Devil vs Angel *
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
11:59:00 pm
hey..me here..hmm..suddenly feel so happy..full of smiles..though full of guilt too..sigh..nth much to blog abt lately..juz wanna visit ya..lolx..nitez
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, May 02, 2004
2:33:00 pm
hmm..im so hot..haha..did a time table todae..as usual.nv follow it.slack again..juz eat roti prata..haha..argh..my face now got alot of pimples n black head le..haha..i still dun care..haha..sigh..miss him so much..
Devil vs Angel *
dun feel like slping..i nv study much..but im real tired..sigh..better slp..tml nit to do alot of thing..mon nite start a maths tuition le..
Devil vs Angel *
miss my best fren=(
Devil vs Angel *
nitedrrreeeeaaammmiiinngg.....
Devil vs Angel *
i duno wat happen..thinks i reali thinks too much today..i nit to stress but end up not having stress in my studies thing but stress for thinking of frenz around me wit problems but all i can do is listen...i noe it will be great help but like so useless.think troubled by it..juz listen to a fren's pro tonite..wonder how great love is..and friendship n so on.y im so easily affected by stuff..i juz now study cant concentrate..keep thinking abt things..todae go out oso think..sigh..oh yar..got ikea today..so cool..miss it.da food there is nice..hehe..if got time..wanna reali explore everything wit not much ppl inside..hehe..oh yar...back to tt stupid think thing..did a puzzle wit my family.my sis is always not involved wen we got some family time or wat..even like watch sth together.den wen she appear to do tt puzzle..she can find alot..my mummy say she is clever..hey..i noe tt im weaker den her.she is not my type..but i juz duno y..i juz feel hurt..i noe tt is not the way..haha..anyway now over le.sometimes i feel tt ppl always c wat they c on da outside..juz think of how some frenz angry because one her or his good frenz nv tell dem somethings but to anoda..there's always a reason to tt..u muz think..example..sth abt tt person or wat they say..because they dun wanna blow it up big?scare u say dem petty?they will angry or wat..but wen ya tell dem this...they juz say nvm..be frank..humans are like this..hmm...so hard to express myself here..mux be writing all sorts of craps here..nvm...jzu think in my head..ouch..my ankle hurts...wonder wat happen..today keep hicupping..haa..muz be a funnie sight..like my body keep bouncing up n down..haha..think i better go slp now...