Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
-angela*
seventeen
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emotional
indecisive
stubborn
alwaes daedreamin
and i love my hubby jason!
Devil vs Angel *
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
9:08:00 pm
hai..monday is our prefects's game day..it was so fun though it was short..stupid meeting so long..haha..im not a good player..haha..help to defend abit and cheer.haha..din noe tt alot of ppl in my batch are good players.it reali bond us together.haha.sec 4s rulez..haha..rocks on man..we actually intending to use oranges to act as ball..haha..it din worked out.it ended up on da floor, smashed after a few throw.haha..so funnie..had a good chat wit elena and jaslyn..we stay until 6.30.haha..aft toking den we realise we been missing alot abt each other stuff..haha..one day reali have to find time for four of us to go out..take neoprints...haha..whenever they tok abt studies and future..i feel like a failure..i noe i nv put in enuff effort yet i nv do it.hai...i nit motivation and discpline..i now realise i dun have much time left..alot of stuff nit to complete..i nit to plan my time wisely..haha..okie..nit to do my hw le..tml still got physic test..sigh..duno im stress not..juz noe im very very relax but i always complain nv put in any effort.always slack..argh...help!
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, March 28, 2004
7:45:00 pm
hey..whoever read my blog..have to shut up ya mouth..alot of craps in here..lolx..a bad morning for me.but it starts off wit sweet msg frm him..hehe..quarrel wit my sis again..i wonder y she so unreasonable at times..anyway i have to change too..alot of bad characters and habits..haha..got chinese tuition todae.learnt my chinese spelling le..boO..nit to buck up on all my sub..todae parents go to madai there to pray..haha...bought alot of food n hell notes there..lolx..weird..todae mummy cooked pepper crabs and a special kind of duck soup..lolx..ate watermelon..yum yum..haha..sigh..im a gal.yet i duno how to cook..haha..think i nit to marry to a husband who can cook..lolx..if not always dine out..haha..todae mr lian remind me to study and do my QT.haha..reminder to me..muz and muz..haha..still got e and a maths hw..essential..argh..alot lehz...my compo like haven touch yet..lolx..lazybum..=p
Devil vs Angel *
Saturday, March 27, 2004
11:02:00 pm
hmm...this morning wake up at 12 plus..think slp 10 to 11 hours..had weird dreamz..lolx...so piggish..still feel tired..now like often headache...hai..todae like so lazy..nv do any hw..tml got tuition..bored..yawn..think i nit to slp early..hmm...do some essential now..chinese o level is like two months away..so scary...nit to start now..but i like not stress or wat...hai..i so slacky..still have to remind myself to grow close to God..haha..miss my dearie so much..
Devil vs Angel *
Thursday, March 25, 2004
9:15:00 pm
argh...having terrible headache..still nit to do hw n some project thingy..luckily i got a group of good frenz n him..so think i gonna slp le..cant stand it..cant concentrate.nit to slp early..nitez
Devil vs Angel *
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
11:24:00 pm
todae heard a stupid thing..yesterday i do my hw until very bored so change my nick..onli put tt nick for 2-5 mins den ppl start saying me n him...and comparing nicks..haha.. they got lots of rumors..make me laugh..todae den i reali reali realise i love him lots n lots..haha..i have completely let go of tt person..yeah..haha..some ppl make me feel so like...duno how to say..i noe i got into many relationships but is like..nvm..at least all da memories are still fresh and i dun play play kind..dun tok abt ph wan...i learnt my lesson..duno...anyway i commit this relationship to God..think it will be a different n special one for me..hehe..duno..he is like a special fren and person to me..i duno wat is love all abt or wat kind of relationship ur share among..like all different de..duno..anyway think...duno lahz...go do my hw le..haha
Devil vs Angel *
do my homework until so late again...i very tired le..i shld have start early..muz cultivate da habit to start on time.hai..always start during 9 to 10 plus...haha..still very slacky..nit to slp le..scare i cant it..alot of things nit to do..tml word power think im gonna fail le.my english is like so sucky..i go off le..
Devil vs Angel *
Monday, March 22, 2004
9:22:00 pm
think i decide to keep this webbie as my own personal diary..dunwan ppl to noe so much..mayb a place where i can express myself.two teachers called me tonite.mrs wong as usual say wat my monthly report and so on.mr lian tok to me abt leaders n wat i shld do and so..den tok abt myself..he found out that im not myself for these few days.i nv attend bible study le..i now nv even go prefects' room or do some job in da pec room..i have turn bad too..at least i try to study..i still nit discipline.i like always slacking.i now dun even tok much to teachers...mayb even drifting frm frenz..sometimes i feel so alone..at least got him to be there for me.=p...i like do alot of bad things too..am i a bad fren or gal or watever u call me.alot of hw.my a maths is like frm bad to worse.i nit a tutor..i cant catch up wit da rest.teacher complain tt i nv hand in any work.hai..is time for me to change and most importantly..draw back to God.i nit him thru all my bad times too.time to do my hw le..think quite late le..still not yet started..lolx..time to change angela..haha
Devil vs Angel *
Sunday, March 21, 2004
8:37:00 pm
i feel like im doing sth bad.did i say sth wrong or do sth wrong.i feel like da worst gal on earth..yea..i nv reali like myself.yes.heard sth todae.i care for oda ppl like fake de..issit true? i always duno wat wrong have i done.i dun like to think negative things abt me now..but i juz cant help it if there are ppl saying me.it means i nit to change n improve myself.no one is perfect but i think i got alot of things that can be prevent or change.argh..wat's gotta into me..
Devil vs Angel *
hmm..nth to say much todae..cher and elena came to my hse to do their fnn research. got chinese tution in da afternoon..yawn..wanna slp during da tuition lorhz.think im gonna tolerate for one month and tt's it..bye teacher.lolx.quarrel wit my sis over small things again..todae is da last dae of my holiday.sniff..sniff..have not done any of my hw yet..haha.lazy gal is back.i nit discipline.think im reali ok tonite..lolx..sth wrong wit me.cant find out why.mayb lots of things happened recently.anyway thanx to someone.. made me feel wanted again..lolx..